Waiting for a star to shine....

I have been a bit lazy and not up to par the past few months. I, unfortunately, have been suffering depression and seeing a psychiatrist for help. I am still waiting to get my hearing for Social Security disability. I have it Nov. 10 and pray it all works out. I want to work, but I can't. I hate when people think you are lazy, but it is because of the abuse of the SSDI system that made it's harder to get. The lazy ones and the ones that lie and get a job with pay under the table. Also, with our government wanting to pass SSDI for illegals, it totally rips my britches...... If I was in a minority group, I would have gotten it right away. Instead I had to wait 2 freakin' years to get my damn hearing. I live in pain daily. All my doctors agree I won't be able to work anytime soon, so.....Please send your prayers my way.
Hubby still fighting for his Workmans Comp, but it seems it is coming to an end. Good for our side and I happily praised God for His help. About a week and a half ago, Mike's attorney called and told him that his company was saying that Mike scammed them so he could get money. Yeah, tell everyone how you fake ruptured discs and major surgery and then another surgery. Well, got a call from our attorney this week saying, Mike's company is settling. WooHoo!!!! Damn close to what we asked. After the attorney gets paid, Mike wants to pay off the house. We won't have much, if any, money left over, but that doesn't matter as our biggest bill will be gone and we will own it!!!!! We can then live off his Navy pension, my SSDI if I get it and he will also apply for SSI.
Waiting for all this stress to go away. It has been the hardest year ever in our marriage, but we survived. I wish it on one. The good thing about the past year was that mike and I are closer and do a lot of stuff together. We both live in pain daily and have had to take care f each other. He is more cranky than me, but I think it is because guys have never given birth and therefore do not truly know what pain is....LOLOL!!!!!
Still working on my beading and I, very much, need to get more pics into my ArtFire store. It seems I get the complaint about being priced to little or priced to much. I can't seem to find the happy medium, but I am working on it. Having photo issues, so...Maybe tomorrow we can take time to shoot a few pieces and then I can list.
For now...Happy Autumn, All